Not dead!
Not quite alive either!
New job. Dreading school.
I’m 22 next week.
Final Fantasy wise?
50 Summoner (Fenrir-less and Diabolos-less) which I am duoing with Mephiston’s Ninja. We’ve stopped momentarily so we can make some money, fight some avatars and get gear so that we can keep on trucking till 75.
Can’t wait for 75! Maybe I’ll get a Ying Yang Robe….next year of course! lol.
“Real life” wise though…just been entering argument after argument. My father made the comment that I’m like Alexander the Great: I’m not happy unless I’m fighting and I’mconstantly looking for the next conquest.
I really do trust too easily. I’ve said it before but after a recent skirmish with people, who include my parents, I just can’t bring myself to do it.
Not that I’m going to stop trusting my parents…
But I just need to stop expecting the best from people. Stop expecting their support, their supposed care and understanding. A lot of them hope to make me feel like I don’t matter…when I know I do…that I’m wrong for feeling the way I do, that I don’t have a right to feel the way I do because they can’t understand.
Life…can get real complicated sometimes.
But of course, you all know what I’m talking about 
. You lead lives too!
Pictures and more updates this weekend!
50 Summoner (Fenrir-less and Diabolos-less)
Hehehe……this is so me.
I still don’t have Diabolos, and got fenrir ALOT later i got my 75 :3
Gratzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
By: Jowah on September 3, 2007
at 6:50 pm
Although entering into un-necessary arguments are seen by most ppl as “creating drama”, but imo it triggers everyone into revising what they did. When whatever people tries to argue, I first make sure I was right or… argue with myself “wtf is this dude talking about”… that’s the thinking process I go through.. and sometimes, you come up with um… more fascinating things than you know… which wouldn’t have happen if someone didn’t trigger a thinking process for me….
Don’t know if what I type make sense to you… anyway I just woke up! rofl
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By: Maiev on September 3, 2007
at 7:05 pm